Our New YouTube Channel!
It's been a while since my last post. My vision for this blog has grown and I'm so excited about it! Over the next few weeks you will...
It Won't End
It doesn't get easier. No amount of time that passes makes this pain any less. If anything, it makes it worse. On April 21, 2016 my...
Never Ever Give Up
I don't even know what to write on this blog anymore. It has become an endless stream of emotion that never really goes anywhere. My 18...
Today Sucks.
Today marks the third Thanksgiving I have spent without my son. Today marks three years in a row that an empty chair has sat across from...
The "S" in September Stands for Survivor
There you are again September. Staring at my heart with a cruel agenda to remind me of grief, loss and pain. I don't want to remember...
Chapters in our Family
The past twelve years have been a painfully long chapter with my parents. I want to read a new chapter. After I confronted my father...
Don't Blink
Life. It all happens so fast, doesn't it? My little o'hana and I are preparing for an adventure of a lifetime, but before we leave we...
On This Day
I have been running from the words that I want to share with all of you. I've been absent from my blog and holding in a multitude of...
Preparing Your Heart for the Holidays
Last night I dreamed my son came back home. He was hugging me and saying he loved me. I could actually FEEL him hugging me in my dream....
Pictures of You
Some of you may remember the song from 1989 written by The Cure called, "Pictures of You." The lyrics begin: "I've been looking so...
