It Won't End
It doesn't get easier. No amount of time that passes makes this pain any less. If anything, it makes it worse. On April 21, 2016 my...
Never Ever Give Up
I don't even know what to write on this blog anymore. It has become an endless stream of emotion that never really goes anywhere. My 18...
Today Sucks.
Today marks the third Thanksgiving I have spent without my son. Today marks three years in a row that an empty chair has sat across from...
The "S" in September Stands for Survivor
There you are again September. Staring at my heart with a cruel agenda to remind me of grief, loss and pain. I don't want to remember...
#erasedmom
I started this blog after searching the Internet for other parents like myself that were grieving for the loss of a living a child. ...
Don't Blink
Life. It all happens so fast, doesn't it? My little o'hana and I are preparing for an adventure of a lifetime, but before we leave we...
Kauai
In two days I will be flying to Kauai, Hawaii with a treasured friend of mine. I haven't been back to that beautiful, magical island in...
Her Name Was Christa
Mother's Day has always been difficult for me. Today I'm going to finally share my entire story with you about my daughter that passed...
How Do You Want Me To Feel?
In a few days my son will be turning 18 and two weeks after he will be graduating High School. I wonder how he wants me to feel about...
Pictures of You
Some of you may remember the song from 1989 written by The Cure called, "Pictures of You." The lyrics begin: "I've been looking so...
